I said I want to give up. Masyado na akong nasasaktan sa kanila. They don't give importance, kahit onti. I gave my best but they don't even give a single appreciation. How will I fight for them if they don't give a single motive pra ipaglaban ko sila? Parang ako na lang yun lumalaban for them. I want for them to fight for me too. Mao texted me last night, we talked about the group. I can't help myself but cry when I said that I'm giving up the group. Yeah. I love that group so much. but I had experienced so much hurt. I don't deserve it anyway. I'm tired of what's happening.
Will I give them another chance? Woah! I really don't know. I love them but I'm tired. Masasaktan lang ako kapag ganun ulit. I gave them enough time. 5-6 months. pero wala pa ring nangyayari. I had only one wish for them... to greet me/us in our Monthsarry na sila ung nakakaalala , but... they failed me. I think that will always be a WISH... that will not be granted. Paano mabubuhay ang grupo kung 'yung pinaka importanteng DAY nga para samin din nila maalala? DAMN! They're alll NUMB.